How to disappear completely.

I find it interesting and sad that I can pack up and leave.
I'm proud of my courage to leave it all behind.
Yet, I'm still here.
So what does that say?

Perhaps it is those who think they are tough that are actually the weakest.
Maybe my thoughts persuade my heart.

Maybe actions really do speak louder than words....

Nostalgic.

How gorgeous is this image?

It makes me feel -

something I fear I had forgotten to experience.

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I haven't felt much like myself lately.

I have an unfulfilled desire for the "better days," and I have to continually remind mysel that yes,

I DID have better days.

If anybody could have saved me it would have been you.

"You cannot find peace by avoiding life"
- Virgina Woolf

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Her suicide followed a note she left for her husband which stated:

"I feel certain that I am going mad again. I feel we can't go through another of those terrible times. And I shan't recover this time. I begin to hear voices, and I can't concentrate. So I am doing what seems the best thing to do. You have given me the greatest possible happiness. You have been in every way all that anyone could be. I don't think two people could have been happier 'til this terrible disease came. I can't fight any longer. I know that I am spoiling your life, that without me you could work. And you will I know. You see I can't even write this properly. I can't read. What I want to say is I owe all the happiness of my life to you. You have been entirely patient with me and incredibly good. I want to say that — everybody knows it. If anybody could have saved me it would have been you. Everything has gone from me but the certainty of your goodness. I can't go on spoiling your life any longer. I don't think two people could have been happier than we have been. V."

Mad World.

All around me are familiar faces

Worn out places, worn out faces

Bright and early for their daily races

Going nowhere, going nowhere

And their tears are filling up their glasses

No expression, no expression

Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow

No tomorrow, no tomorrow

And I find it kind of funny

I find it kind of sad

The dreams in which I'm dying

Are the best I've ever had

I find it hard to tell you

Because I find it hard to take

When people run in circles

It's a very, very

Mad World.
- Gary Jules ( Tears for Fears cover )

How sweet it is (to be loved by you)

The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to just love,

and be loved in return.

A Happy Interior.

I truly feel that waking up here,

here,

or here,

would guarantee much happier days.

It's time to make some changes.

Personal space is important,

& unfortunately,

a house isn't always a home...

Truth.

"The smartest people in the world are those who know how to be Happy."